For a while now I've been tumbling over my own feet, my thoughts and my actions with no clear path. I'm feel like I'm in limbo and must recharge my batteries. I need to contemplate what my goals are. I need to get out of a rut and create new habits. Most of all I need to spend time with my family and my dear friends, to enjoy the summer and to live in the moment.
Tomorrow I'm taking a trip to Marseille for a few days and when I return I will go on an internet hiatus. For how long I've no idea, but I often struggle with writing, tweeting or updating my status. Does a swim in the lake become more enjoyable if I tell my keyboard? Most of all the good things in life happen because of the real, tangible, imperfect world and not the virtual one. How can the butterfly effect exist in a digital environment? It simply can't, and I need to allow for these possibilities, for good or bad. It's a scary thought that when I do decide to come back you will have vanished into thin air, but sometimes we have to take that leap off the diving board, eyes closed and anyway, I've always been nuts.